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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

oh, yeah.. i'm told to do another weird survey like few wks ago isit..? psps, busy recently, bt ii am chosen again.. zzzz... siienz.. here goes..

1. Do you have secrets?
Ans: ya, bt ytf shud ii tell uu.. -.-

2. Would you fall in love with a girl older than you?
Ans: er... no.. -.-

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
Ans: yea, last yr, when my favourite class is still thr, nxt yr, c hw bahs.. -.-

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Ans: hw would ii noe..? charity..? buy a hse..? buy smething ii like..? -.-

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
Ans: isit in the definition of a boy or a girl..? boy, 100% noooooo.. girl, maybe..

6. Which is more blessed - loving someone or being loved?
Ans: ii tink all of the above..?

7. Who do you idolize?
Ans: er.. no1 rly.. ii idolize the songs n the tunes, nt the person singing.. -.-

8. If the person you secretly like is attached, what would you do?
Ans: er.. give up hope..? ii dnt wann be third party.. -.-

9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy?
Ans: reality speaking, no.. ii dnt giv a shit 'bout tis world.. its gonna end in 'bout 50+ yrs anyway.. -.-

10. Do you have any regrets?
Ans: yeah, loads.. bt nt gonna tell uu too.. -.-

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Ans: dude, ii can't c the bloody future.. its all cloudy..

12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans: family and best friends..

13. What kind of person do you think the person tagged you is?
Ans: which 1..?!! hw the heck am ii suppose to noe if thr r ppl tt dnt put their identities..?!

14. Would you be single and rich or married but poor?
Ans: er.. hw ii noe..? married bt poor..? ii dnt care 'bout money, ii can dnt eat n drink, wanna c..?

15. What is your favourite colour?
Ans: pure black n white n gray.. hehehe..

16. Would you give all in to a relationship?
Ans: what kind 1st..? ii would if the opposition will..

17. What would you do if someone you hate asked for your forgiveness?
Ans: ii won't hate sme1.. its childish, must make peace.. ii will onli hate if tt person either murder my family or destroy smething very valuable to mi..

18. Will you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone has done?
Ans: yeah, sure, bt ii must hav a weapon wif mi.. n if he is sincere, tts gd.. if hes nt n apologise so tt he can backstab mi, hoho, slaughter n a bloodbath awaits..

19. Do you prefer being single or in a relationship?
Ans: in a relationship.. single very lonely.. bt ii hate cheaters of love, if sme1 did it to mi, a pistol at their head n a bullet through their brain.. (ii dnt mind killing if its rly serious..)

20. 6 people that I have tagged:
Ans: er.. lets c.. Veron, Gloria, Angeline, FAM's blog, Jeanny and er.. Veron's and YM's..

is it over..? finally.......... kk, ii go do smething else..

The Marionette .
Entangled by the strings of darkness..
3:32 a.m.
o3 / 12 / o8



7:35 PM




its been long since ii did anything to this blog.. been busy trying to play sme piano songs by the 'Trial and Error" and "Viewing" methods.. bt i'm mastering the right hand 1st b4 the left hand.. found sme songs, put it in the playlist.. so far thr r 2 for nw.. actually thrs also 你不是真正的快乐 by 五月天, bt ii cant find it..

1. A Little Piece of Heaven by Avenged Sevenfold
-tis song is damn gothic.. bt its quite nice.. bt warning, the offiicial video for tis song (the cartoon 1) is very er.. freaky.. so if uu dnt wann watch, dnt force urself.. listen to the chorus part is quite nice..

2. One by Epik High
-a korean pop song.. i'm trying learn its piano keys, bt damn difficult n kinda fast.. quite nice also..
The Marionette .
Entangled by the strings of darkness..
3:32 a.m.
o3 / 12 / o8



3:28 PM



Monday, November 17, 2008





to all loving cpls.. save tis picture n send it to ur beloved if uu hav 1..








The Marionette .
Entangled by the strings of darkness..
3:32 a.m.
o3 / 12 / o8



9:49 PM



Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Me.. retarded right..? was quite in a hurry tt time.. =.="
The Marionette .
Entangled by the strings of darkness..
3:32 a.m.
o3 / 12 / o8




10:04 PM




de chalet was a killer.. zz.. held at sentosa, the last time we r gonna hav a chalet thr.. luckily, ii didn't go on the 1st day and the BBQ.. alot of ppl had stomach pains after the BBQ (hahas), n our room is fking small.. ii came on the 2nd day.. some of us go home, the rest continue staying.. 1st, we were all damn hungry, so we went to VivoCity for lunch.. after that, we play around thr.. once every1 gt bored, we gt a crazy idea just to go Orchard for LAN.. zz.. but it was quite okay bahs, go thr ply ply abit.. after playing for bout 2 hrs, we ate abit n go bck Harbourfront Station to Sentosa again.. the entrance fee is freaking rob ppl $$ de lah.. thought the shuttle bus frm Sentosa to Harbourfront Station is free de.. then going bck to Sentosa nid $3.. zzzz.. shld hav take monorail cos we gt the ticket n we paid alr.. damn stupid.. then go bck le, we ply Blackjack in the room (actually, we wann go swimming de, bt alot of ppl..) then after plying like alot of rounds to about 9pm, we went for swimming while sme went to catch a movie in Vivo.. swimming damn cold n tiring nia.. finish swimming le, we went upstairs rmbered 4gt to off the air-con, bloody cold..! all 5 of us bathe finish le very siien, ply Murderer, Dai Di n Blackjack.. after like damn long they finally cme bck at bout 12mn.. then we all play Murderer, fun for awhile then siien, all go slp, bt cant slp.. nxt day, nth much bahs.. de chalet screw up de so we all take poker cards frm the window thrw dwn to the pool, screw up the place, makin it damn messy.. after tt, eat le then go bck..

damn tired nw nia, no energy.. n btw, for all those who tried calling mi or msg during the chalet, sry ii didn't answer bck cos my phne no balance le.. ii answering uu all bck soon.. psps.. >.<"

The Marionette .
Entangled by the strings of darkness..
3:32 a.m.
o3 / 12 / o8



12:55 PM



Friday, November 7, 2008

okay, tis is dedicated to Veron mei..
ii dunno y ii so sway tio this survey..
lols..
ok, lets strt..

#Honestly, do ur parents approve of datinq?
no.. anyway, ii dnt giv a damn to dating..
#Honestly, wat ishh the colour of th shirt uue rre wearin nw?
obviously, black..??
#Honestly, wat ishh on ur mind?
tinking if ii can just copy the questions frm veron blog so ii can just save time n get tis over wif..
#Honestly, hv uue watchedd th Shot of Love wid Tila Teliqua?
wtf isit..? n who the hell is Tila Teliqua..?
#Honestly, do uue wanna see sum1 nw?
DUDE, its 3:04 a.m. in the morning..! bt if uu r talking bout other times, yea..
#Honestly, do uue like sum1?
yeshh.. =.="
#Honestly, rre uue normally a happie person?
er, depends.. which side of me r uu talking bout..? dark or light..?
#Honestly, wat make uue mad?
er.. irritating ppl, audi cant work and being blamed..
#Honestly, rre thr ppl hu dun lyk uue?
ok, although i'm nt so social, bt ii dunno any1 who dnt like mi, or is thr..?
#Honestly, do uue miss sum1?
yesshhhh.. stop asking mi or uu will get a punch in the face..
#Honestly, wat ishh smth uue wishedd uue cudd hv understood bttr?
maths, musical instruments, relationships and wad girls r thinking..
Honestly, hv uue ever kissed sum1 hus name startedd wid a letter M?
heck, no.. it would be the kiss of death for any1 who kiss mi..
#Honestly, hv uue ever datedd sum1 fer more thn a year?
....... ii didnt even get to a serious relationship, let alone for a yr..
#Honestly, do uue tink ur a quud person?
"Evil burns in my soul.. I savour the blood of crying children..!", does tt answer ur question..?
#Honestly, do uue ever believe in love at 1st sight?
yeshhh..
#Honestly, do uue hate th last person uue were tokin 2?
heck no, hes my bro, if ii hate him, ii get a black eye..
#Honestly, hu was th last person uue were tokin on th fone?
who else..? the person who chose mi for this survey..
#Honestly, do uue koe whadd uue wan in lyf?
er.. maybe everlasting friendship n love, so ii could be non-emo..?
#Honestly, do uue smoke weed reqularly?
look at mi.. am ii so stupid to go n get lung cancer at tis age..? i'm nt even married, y'all..!
#Th last messaqe uue receivedd on ur mobile fone was?
also the 1 who told mi to do tis..
#Do uue like ur cell fone?
in the past, very much.. nw, quite okay bahs.. bt ii wann change..
#Do uue believe in true luv?
yeahs, the world still has hope for tt..
#rre uue plaein hard 2 get rite nw?
very, bt its nt mi, is them who dont wann mi..
#Do uue miss ur past?
ahhs.. ii hav no past, nor future, only the present..
#Are uue proud of th person uue've becum?
kinda, bt boring and weird to have tis nature..
#Whadd rre uue doin except ddis survey?
breathing n wondering hw to screw uu.. WHEN WILL THIS END..?!
#Hu was th last person uue hadd a serious tok wid?
er.. same person who ask mi to do this..?
#Hw do uue feel whn sum1 kisses ur forehead?
are boys suppose to hav their foreheads kissed..? bt if it so, n its the person ii love, then happy..?
#Whn was th last time uue wantedd 2 punch sum1?
3 hours ago.. fking audi..
#rre uue afraid of death?
nah, y would ii be..? ii also cnt feel any pain frm dying.. Kill me all you want, I'm not gonna care..!
#Hw manni ppl do uue koe wid ur name?
most ppl is edwin or irvin, ii dunno wor.. tink none..?
#Wuud uue rather watch football or baseball?
ah-manai shaaaaaag.. (ii dnt giv a SHEEEED..!)
#Do uue prefer a cold or hot weather?
cold.. =x..
#Hw's ur heart lately?
cursing mi for a heart attk..? go to hell..

#Did sum1 make uue mad 2dae?
y shld uu care..? no..
#Whadd rre uue doin 30 mins aqo?
dotA-ing..? o.o..

Finally..! completed..
screw this test.. gamani-yor (Fk uu!).. =.="..

The Marionette .
Entangled by the strings of darkness..
3:32 a.m.
o3 / 12 / o8




2:59 AM



Wednesday, November 5, 2008

went to catch a movie with ym's family and his elder sis's frens last night.. ii tink the movie tickets are frm the Scouts Association isit..? (Correct mi if ii wrng, ym..) they're like having a party right..? anyway, it was sneak preview, does tt mean full shw..? o.o..? bt the show quite nice, alot mystery.. name of the movie was "City of Ember".. tink cming out on 27th nov if ii nt wrng.. bout this group of ppl known as the Builders, they constructed sme kinda giant city deep underground for the next generation to live in to survive from something.. a box containing a part of the key to the way out is kept in a box, which will only open after 200 years, while the other part is hold by the Mayor of that city.. the main characters wanted to escape frm that city as the generator in the city below is about to be powerless and the food supplies are low.. it lasted bout 2 hours ii tink.. quite nice bahs tt shw..

Sayonara~
Till death shall we part..
11:39 p.m.
o5 / 11 / o8



11:16 PM



Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Looking out at the sky,
The rain pouring on my window like tears..
The wind blow onto me like your breath..
The dark clouds floated around Heaven..

I suddenly remembered your face,
What you were like in the past,
The unforgettable memories we had in the past,
Are now lost forever..
Listening to the sounds of the raindrops,
I stood there staring into space,
Wishing that you were right beside me,
But you no longer exist in this world..
I thought to myself so many times,
Why am I so foolish?
Why do I still go on thinking about you?
Is it because I am not able to accept the guilt?
I realised it got nothing to do with you,
I was too blame for not cherishing the moments,
But its all too late now,
Nothing I say will change anything..
Staring at the dark sky,
Tears slowly stream down my face,
I didn't meant what I said in the past,
I'm sorry if I ever hurt you..
Forgive me..
Sayonara~
Till death shall we part..
1:41 a.m.
o4 / 11 / o8
..




1:31 AM



Saturday, November 1, 2008

Ehs.. a little late to blog on Halloween.. well, 'yesterday' officially, is the day whr ppl go arnd Trick or Treating.. bt they dnt noe the rl truth of Halloween.. Halloween is the day whr they commemerate killers born at night.so ppl r actually asking to get themselves killed by celebrating tiass event.. nah, i'm just jking.. well, Halloween is kinda fun.. getting to dressup as ur favourite supernatural character.. bt uu may never know, smething is lurking out in the darkness, waiting for an unsuspecting prey to arrive.. so watch ur back.. The Beast is out to feast every after 27 years, on human parts for only 13days.. he will make gd use out of it..

Sayonara~
Till death we shall part
1:41 a.m.
o1 / 11 / o8



1:35 AM



Who I Am.

me=erwin.
an ordinary boy,
leading a simple life,
filled with happiness
and stress.
nothing else.

My Hope.

Class 2e5, year 2oo8 ♥
Veron ♀
Cheryl ♀
Vivian ♀
Chew Min ♀
Huimin ♀
Angeline ♀
Louise ♀
Carmen ♀
Marcus ♂
Jeanny ♀
Kyemun ♀
Jen Weng ♂

Music Addict.


MusicPlaylist
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Speaking out loud.


My History.

October 2008
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