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Saturday, March 28, 2009

"Fking open alrdy, u bloody piece of shit!"




yo, guys . been 1 long week since de march holidays . finally, de weekends again . last week was fking stressful . recycling project, shit, deadline is dis week?! luckily complete it after school ytd . plus all my textbooks stuck in a bloody locker, screwed, but solved ytd too, xcept my physics missing .. wed, den got caught by DM for long hair, de worse has happened . cb, i wont get caught if not for some xtra bastards . mr yong walked past, said nothing . den chin heng xtra go say my hair long, hai rong backup . den mr yong come back suddenly say my back hair long, tell me go up . argue with him awhile, den he walked away . i diam diam sit there . den ms diana koh got tipped off by yh, come n catch my fringe . "wdf?! dis 1 sure cant argue de ." surrender . ym also get caught XD . den DM go to lower sec, me n ym run away . never get caught back . after recess during chem class, knn, saw DM at de front door when helping mrs loh . stunned, "!#!@$!" .. handphone confiscated . "game over" after school went to meet him, DM caught some sec 1s i think . luckily, god blessed, never have free haircut ! ytd, after school, damn boring, went with bball boys n some ncc go play bball at Daryl's house, de hoop damn short anyhow jump also can dunk . den we go swimming, cos very hot . after dat went back home . midnight, went to my friend's house nearby, played Hotel626.com . very interesting, lol . tried again today, but it wouldnt open zz ..



3:54 PM



Saturday, March 21, 2009

back after another day in de holidays . changed my blogskin today, as theres some weird problem with de old 1 . well, didn't went back home last night . stayed overnight at ym's house . 1stly, i waked up, didn't do much n den my phone vibrated . yh called asking want go school now den go out . it was only about 10am (isit?), i'm not fully awaked, so i said later . den did some revision until 5pm, where yh said meet at ym's house den go PS watch movie . i reached there bout 6+ alrdy . as usual, see him fiddling with de piano . we waited for yh to arrive, den some stupid thing happen . ym called his maid to call de taxi hotline, so dat it came straigt to his house's gate . we waited at de driveway, n suddenly thought of staying behind in his house to watch a movie . den we talked until we 4gotten we called a taxi, n thr came one, just outside de driveway . "Shit!" we dont need de taxi anymore, n we took 3 minutes of discussing who will be de 1 to tell de driver to go away . in de end, ym's younger bro, yk, went to do it . but we got to pay a fee . ym took out $4 . went, came back, said need $7.30 . no small change so i gave $10 . went, bacl n returned me.. wtf? $2.70?! de taxi driver conned us $4 (we think), which brought up another logical n mathematical arguement between ym n yk . "n1, $11.30 spent when we haven't even move anywhere . dats a start ." went cycling to McD, n returned . used de PC until yh came, den we decided to watch Cloverfield . bloody dizzy, especially when de cameraman was running away from de bridge . quite nice, although ended with them dead . after de movie, decided to stay overnight at ym's house, but quite boring as only got 3 of us . went night cycling around de neighbourhood, scary when passing past de police post . to conclude it was quite fun, though yh lost his wallet in de afternoon (nice 1) . n ym, play Hotel626 another time bah, dat time tired .



12:47 AM



Wednesday, March 18, 2009

yo all . been long since i blogged . damn energy-draining holiday i had so far . been going out everyday since de 1st day of de holidays which is saturday . damn, going bit too overboard .

on saturday, went to fetch my malaysia cousins near my house . den brought dem somewhere for lunch . didn't talk much cos was damn tired . afterwards, dey came to my house n stayed there . at 5, my cousins came and here came de usual crazy "long-time-no-see" meetings . at bout 11, we went to jurong point to slack n went to buy movie tickets for "Race to Witch Mount." at 11.35 pm . played some card games at de closed food court nearby . later, went to watch it, damn nice n funny, but kinda long . later took cab back home n end of de day .

on sunday-monday, went to carmen's bday at pasir ris park for barbecue . met at AMK Hub with those dat r going . bought de ingredients, had lunch, den start moving out about 3 . arrived at de barbecue pit at 5+ . we took damn long to prepare de bloody pit . gab is doing some weird stuff like trying to make de nicest-looking charcoal tower . while de pit is being set-up, gab n de rest went to E!Hub for more charcoal . de sky is getting darker as time pass . den gab n de rest came back, n we didn't even started dinner, he organised a guessing game with vodka . damn, i wanted to drink but it was emptied like half an hour . dey seriously are damn high n crazy . gab is running everywhere like a drunk fool, 好像吃错药 .. after a long while, me, kai song n justin got sick of staying around n went to E!Hub to play . den we received emergency calls to get water for those dat were drunk . ran back n see them, drunk n thinking dey r sober . long story after dat, we stayed through de night .

on tuesday, went to Escape with my malaysia cousin . met timothy chia there with his friends . didn't know their chalet was ytd nia . i rmb we went to de Go-Kart, which truly suck . there was dis young girl who stepped fully on the accelerator throughout de track, but seriously, her steering sucks . i managed to achieved a 5th to 2nd position n dat girl was 1st . i caught up with her n was trying to overtake . dey said "Overtake on your right.", no prob, i obeyed . but i have no idea why de hell did dat girl steered right suddenly . as if she can't see me, cos i was moving at about de equal speed as her . then, we crashed .. our karts got stucked n unluckily, it was at the top of de slope, where no1 can see us . waited, waited n waited . finally, it sucks for me . den Haunted House 2, dey renovated . nicer, but de whole thing inside was like a joke when i listen to loud music through my headset . can't hear a shit xcept for de girls screaming . concluding de trip, it kinda suck but dey gave us 8 free tickets ?! holy shit ?

on today, went for PET rocket course . made our rockets n fire it in 3 diff ways: rocket, parachute n rocket car . 1 word to explain everything: wet . de bball court is like splashed with water everywhere .

so this is what half of my holidays are like . today think still gonna go out with class 2e5 o8 ..



11:38 PM



Sunday, March 15, 2009

yo, people . back to blog . you guys should see how fast my last week in school past . now's the holidays ! plenty of shit i got to do: environmental fashion design, go out with friends, geography mini research project, go out again, homework, go out with more friends, interfriendship day competition . totally full of meaningless crap .

ah, yeah . on fri, we did some crazy stuff . 1st, finish school . teacher purposely GL all of us on the last day of school . sucks, man . after school, choing CME homework thanks to "dat teacher' .......... den we all stuff our books below, must take out like 1 whole stack of books and files . after dat went to an area somewhere near comfort delgro . there got 1 street soccer area . went there to slack with friends . after some hours, we slack and talk alot on the way to j8 den went to school at 7+ pm to see the parent meeting event . end of day, boring nia .



11:57 AM



Monday, March 9, 2009

5 more days . 5 more days . 5 more friggin' long days . -.- today feels like winter, at sch, cold, at home, feels like a blizzard hit my place . going to the 3rd floor of my house, colder . damn, sg gonna snow . today classroom atmosphere damn nice for sleeping . last period sucks man . after three long periods of F&N, went to MTL class but damn, de 'big guy' is thr . no choice, but to walk a longer path to my class so as not to get caught for my hair n pants . slowly walking down the corridor to my class, den see his face . busted .. ask why was i late . i said held back by the teacher . luckily nvr write my name . he tell me go in, i did it within 10 seconds . damn, i was lucky . but my friend said tmr he checking hair, 'darn' . blog tmr .



8:09 PM



Sunday, March 8, 2009

ytd went out with my classmates from last yr . went to YM's hse to ply 1st b4 heading out for movie at night . damn fun bt they went abit siao in his room . vid taken n credit goes to malcom cos i playing DJ max cant record dis vid . afterwards, went to cathay cineleisure with dem for the movie . watched Push, quite nice bahs . went home after tt .





11:10 PM



Saturday, March 7, 2009

Walking past a dark corridor to a dark corner
You see someone, smiling back at you
A devilish face standing right in front of you
Then grining right from ear to ear
"Welcome, welcome. I have been waiting for you."
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Right next to him was a piano
Shining under the moonlight beam from the window
Walking towards it I feel a dark presence
As if the walls are staring your every move
Slowly I knew at once it just began
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Sitting right in front of the instrument
Staring at the red develish face right beside me
I slowly raise my finger and tapped on a key
A sharp pain began piercing my heart
My body numb from the shock
But the devil can just smile smile and smile
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I knew I had to get out of this living nightmare
But I have to continue playing
It was hell from that point on
Tapping each key brings a drop of pain
A drop of agony
A drop of hatred
And a drop of evil
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As the last note is pushed
A door glowing right at the other corner
Brightening up the room within seconds
I slowly lifted up and looked beside me
The devil was gone and so was the piano
I walked towards the door
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Bleeding on my hands with deep cuts
I knew the pain is unforgettable
And the scars will always be there
But finally I found a pathway
To a brighter future where my dreams are uncovered




Theres always a bad part in life at the start . Take your time . Relax . Have patience . You will always get through difficulties and bleed because of them . But, once the problems are solved, the gateway to a better future opens . And you can meet your true potential in life .



12:05 AM



Tuesday, March 3, 2009

damn bored lots of hmewrk this yr and the tests r screwed, especially geog the teacher can go get a new career..... think gonna flunk geog 100%, if i don't flunk my CA i giv my whole life savings to everyone . 0/20 for 1st test, uber pro . 1.5/20 for 2nd, seriously, wdf is tt old man's prob?! i giv him gd, long answers n he giv mi red, shit crosses bck . "I'm marking in an O-levels standard. This is what kind of marks you guys deserve." (yea, screw u for life) knn, my answers all so relevant n he donne hw to summarise my ans?! his answers like frm his presentation copy paste, a load of bullshit . i screw him bck to MOE, then he know .



5:53 PM



Who I Am.

me=erwin.
an ordinary boy,
leading a simple life,
filled with happiness
and stress.
nothing else.

My Hope.

Class 2e5, year 2oo8 ♥
Veron ♀
Cheryl ♀
Vivian ♀
Chew Min ♀
Huimin ♀
Angeline ♀
Louise ♀
Carmen ♀
Marcus ♂
Jeanny ♀
Kyemun ♀
Jen Weng ♂

Music Addict.


MusicPlaylist
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Speaking out loud.


My History.

October 2008
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December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
September 2009
November 2010